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Chaos Spectre

Hello, my name is Spectre, and I am here with a message. For those of you who have lost yourself, for those of you who think you are forever gone, for those of you who feel like what you want is impossible, I am living proof that you are wrong. You can become who you want to be, even if you don't know who that is. Just never give up. My blog is focused on the roots it started on, steampunk, horror, and the surreal, but as my life developed, things like herbalism, human equality, unorthodox medicine, my own writings, and music all started to slip in. As per when I write this, these will become part of my blog, because this is MY blog, and I can run it as I please. I hope you enjoy, and if you wish to know more about how I found who I am, check the "about me" page. Thank you for visiting.
Jul 22 '14

Literally thinking myself into depression right now.

I don’t want this job
I don’t want to be reliant on money
I don’t want to have to continue to wait to practice herbalism
I don’t want to be laying in my bed, begging to fall the fuck to sleep just I don’t have to worry about being in pain tomorrow
I don’t want to live this life
I want to live my life
I want to do the things that make me happy
I don’t want to have to go through the filler of a job I hate just so I can do the things I love
I dont want to be this anymore

I want to just fucking cry

Jul 22 '14

(Source: cooopernatural)

Jul 22 '14

lavi-marw:

the-barghinator:

videohall:

Dog and helium voice

That’s not a dog, that’s the fucking devil

that was the most enjoyable video ever

Jul 19 '14
Jul 19 '14
the-uncalm-nipples:

nodaybuttodaytodefygravity:

nateriot:

Obama on gay adoption 


yeah totally ruining this country what a horrible guy

Fun fact: Obama has attempted to fix almost everything that he promised to fix, but the republicans have voted almost all of his bills out of congress. He’s not the problem.

the-uncalm-nipples:

nodaybuttodaytodefygravity:

nateriot:

Obama on gay adoption 

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yeah totally ruining this country what a horrible guy

Fun fact: Obama has attempted to fix almost everything that he promised to fix, but the republicans have voted almost all of his bills out of congress. He’s not the problem.

(Source: holymaurymotherofgod)

Jul 18 '14

beardthirst:

More of our Caithe (x) and Faolain (x) cosplays! 

Top photo by Surfside Images 
Bottom photo by Al

Jul 16 '14

(Source: slushilanche)

Jul 12 '14
Jul 12 '14
somethingwithturtle:

maybe I can hold this guy hostage and next time customer support asks me for my dxdiag I can just give him over to customer support.

somethingwithturtle:

maybe I can hold this guy hostage and next time customer support asks me for my dxdiag I can just give him over to customer support.

Jul 11 '14
yelyahwilliams:

shugarskull:

is that


ohhhhhh my WORD

yelyahwilliams:

shugarskull:

is that

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ohhhhhh my WORD

(Source: iamtallandthin)

Jul 11 '14

speedy-the-quid-kid:

butterspy:

shubbabang:

describing what its like to live in northern Illinois to people

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CHICAGO, CORN, MEH

tru

yup

Jul 11 '14
kinpunshou:

so this morning i was playing with the slow-mo mode on my phone, hoping to get a majestic vid of a bumblebee taking off
but instead i found this dumbfuck

kinpunshou:

so this morning i was playing with the slow-mo mode on my phone, hoping to get a majestic vid of a bumblebee taking off

but instead i found this dumbfuck

Jul 11 '14

✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿

  • Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
  • Carnation: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?
  • Jasmine: What color looks best on you?
  • foxglove: Name three facts about your family?
  • Allium: What's the best thing you can cook?
  • Orange Blossom: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?
  • Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?
  • Poinsettia: Favorite holiday dish?
  • Oxlip: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?
  • Primrose: Favorite kind of soup?
  • Daffodil: What's the most thoughtful present you've ever received?
  • Rose: Are you currently in love with someone?
  • Amsonia: Would you ever become a vegan?
  • Peony: What's your favorite hot beverage?
  • Tulip: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?
  • Myrtle: Do you like going on airplanes?
  • Hibiscus: Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?
  • Zinnia: Who was your best friend when you were six years old?
  • Poppy: What color was your childhood home?
  • Hydrangea: Starbucks order?
  • Violet: Do you like where you're from?
  • Locust: What was your favorite book as a child?
  • Rhododendron: What's the scariest dream you've ever had?
  • Queen Anne's Lace: Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents?
  • Magnolia: Favorite kind of candy?
  • Aster: Would you rather be cold or hot?
  • Marigold: Do you listen to what's on the radio?
  • Heliconia: Do you like when it rains?
  • Azalea: What's a movie you cried while watching?
  • Dandelion: Do you think you're important?
Jul 10 '14
Jul 7 '14

casteille:

easterbunnymundlover:

frostshadowsblood:

GUYS THIS IS IMPORTANT I NEED YOU TO SPREAD THIS LIKE WILDFIRE. THESE PEOPLE ARE GOING TO MESS WITH YOUR POSTS AND MAKE THEM TRIGGERING PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SPREAD THIS IT IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. HOVER OVER THE LINK AND CHECK IN YOUR LOWER LEFT HAND CORNER OF YOUR BROWSER TO MAKE SURE ITS A GOOD WEBSITE.

Okay followers, if none have ever interacted with me, please just reblog this. I don’t want people to be triggered by things like this

THEY MIGHT CHANGE LINKS TO SCREAMERS, WHICH NOT ONLY CAN CAUSE ANXIETY AND BE TRIGGERING, BUT CAN CAUSE SEIZURES. PEOPLE REALLY CAN DIE, VERY EASILY, FROM HAVING CERTAIN KINDS OF SEIZURES. so even if you just dont want to get involved with all of this stuff (which is understandable), please please PLEASE reblog this so people dont fall for the trap and DIE.